Dear friends,
We already know that our beliefs are just the same thoughts we have thought over and over, and over again, until those thoughts morph into beliefs we hold tenaciously.
Pretty much though, most of our beliefs are born from the thoughts we were told to think, and our parents were told to think, and theirs.
I remember being told I needed to feel and do things certain ways growing up, that my salvation hinged on it. Everything about those certain ways felt AWFUL inside, but it was laced with fear that I must believe, even though my entire inner being did not believe. I felt sick inside going against everything in me that was telling me what was true for me.
I would stand in front of the mirror and talk to my reflection, usually crying, sometimes furious, but saying what I really felt, but didn’t dare say. Not because I was in danger, but because the structure that was so embedded in my upbringing of what I was to be and become was so intense there wasn’t a chance of daring to trust the truth of my heart, let alone speak it aloud.
Have you ever felt pressured to believe a certain way, and everything inside you is a ‘no’!
But the fear wins out, and you tell yourself you are wrong and bad for feeling and thinking like you do, and that you just need to buckle down and follow suit so that you are rewarded with a good life, an eternal life.
Here’s the thing. We never die. We aren’t always in a physical body, but we are always alive. You know that because whenever you bring someone to mind who has crossed over to the other side, you can feel their very alive spirit and commune together if you choose.
The last year of my mom’s life here she would tell me how she would sit in her little green rocker with my dad’s photo on the end table beside her, and she would talk to him. Some days she would be extra tearful because his presence was so dear and close as she shared her heart with him.
We don’t ‘earn’ eternal life. We already have eternal life.
Our soul is of God. Our soul is a fractal of God, how could it be anything else?
And how on earth could our divine soul be flawed?
Our soul is perfect. And our perfect soul speaks through our heart.
That is why I keep bringing the focus again and again to feeling your heart.
Feeling is the only language the heart speaks, and what our heart has to say comes directly from our perfect soul.
Love is feeling. You can’t think love, you can only feel love. Therefore, love is the language of the heart, our first language.
Did you grow up believing you were flawed in some way? That you had to go against your heart desires and what you loved, to be accepted, to be okay, to be worthy of good?
We have a tendency to push down what we instinctively know and sometimes for as long as we can remember! Our body never lies though. Our body confirms what we truly know inside by the angst, pain, constriction, pit in our stomach, addictions, or whatever conflict we feel inside our body and mind when we go against our heart.
We believe the beliefs we’ve been taught and told to believe on some fearful level, so then we go along and pretend that we are deeply happy and free.
I don’t know about you, but if you are like me, pretending is just not worth it.
I want you to authentically see the love in my soul through the light in my eyes, because our eyes are the windows of our soul. I intend to be real, to my core, from my soul and no curtains drawn shut.
This is why I appreciate The Sophia Code® so much, and why I lead Sophia Circle Journeys™.
When I first read The Sophia Code it was such a foreign language. Every word spoke of how loved, worthy, and perfect we are. So many words scared my ingrained belief system to the very recesses of their deep roots. Ancient Masters were introduced, very different beliefs than what I was taught to believe would sometimes ‘trigger’ me, but most of the time the syllables rang through my cells like a sweet song and the words began to expand my consciousness in ways I never imagined possible.
All I knew, that even though this book was a ‘foreign’ language to me, I couldn’t shake how ‘familiar’ the words felt. I didn’t understand much, but I did understand the feeling of ‘familiar’ and ‘at home’ and how much the words written all about our divine inherited sovereignty resonated in every cell of my being as absolute truth.
The Sophia Code blesses everyone, but The Sophia Code is not for everyone. Some people are not drawn to it and are magnetized towards other learning and expanding. We are all in this together, and most of the time, if you want to live at home in your heart, grow, expand, be free, and love more…. we are all saying the same things, just using different words – and my goodness, how we can get all hung up on the words!!
So, this missive is for you, if you feel a heart pull towards something new, and yet something that has always been – you might enjoy the 13-week Sophia Circle Journey™ we are beginning May 15th.
Reach out if you feel your heart leaning in, and let’s connect and explore if this is what you’ve been asking for.
Loving you,
Theresa